I had never really fit in, but there was always this one guy I could talk to. But as I slowly came to terms with what I just did, I couldn’t help but feel regret for what I did. Nathan, a pleasant young soul, now sinking under the water cause of what I did. He almost looked betrayed and hurt while sinking under. I didn’t understand what he meant at the time, but I understand it now. He didn’t dese...