it was a small place

nothing really to do

there was really only space

to go grab some food

everyone knew one another

“ hell you might have seen my brother. “

it’s place with grace

maybe not to you

but for the ones born and raised

it’s a dream come true....

i am bored.

i don’t know what to do?

the memories are instored

the good and bad are true

what do i say?

with my emotions on delay

with decisions i am torn

the words sticking like glue

the feelings we would morn,

if i actually went through

i will not stay and play,

i will love you til’ the end of my days....

the trees were losing leaves

the weather was just right

even at night

it was a season to make you sneeze

pollen carried by a breeze

don’t let the early darkness give you a fright

whatever you say the wind will write

all the currents come in threes

short sleeve or long

neither would be wrong

“let’s get the long”

it could be cold it could be warm

either way, nothing is torn

this weathe...

i finally had it

money to spend on me

but it became a habit

when i spent is uselessly

i loved having bills

they made me feel happy

but i started buying pills

the burden became uncanny

i went the wrong way

i didn’t know how to handle

the price i had to pay

i went and started to gamble

the popping cost me my job

i had no more money to spend

i was no longer a nob

and i soon met my e...

‘twas not known

to each there own

their mouths are sown

they have no tone

what would they speak

if their lips were a peak

please don’t let it leak

they can’t hear a peep

i don’t want them to hear

i’m afraid they might fear

out of the clear

they will disappear

though still you spoke

the truth be awoke

it was no joke

now out with a spoke...

run, run, run is all i ever do

“wait, wait, wait let me come too.”

“no, no, no” i tell him from a far.

but now that i think about it, maybe i’m his star....

it was the big day

there was no time to play

things had to be just right

no putting up with fights

the two words i’d been waiting to say

and to hear them back i pray

as i walked he saw me in his sight

there were no tears, not even a slight

my heart began to sink all the way.

why would he ruin what was supposed to be our perfect day.

the whole evening was going right

for everyone but m...

i choose to close my eyes,

trying to shut out the lies

i want to stay asleep

that way i don’t hear a peep

it’s like an almost death,

though you still hear my breath

when my eyelids rise open,

all of the words are spoken

why can’t it always be quiet and all fine

instead of only when i am passing the time....

i know you are there

but where, oh where

please don’t be scared

for i am aware

you watch me with your eyes

i give in with my sighs

please show me your face

there is no need to hide.

“who are you” i speak

still i don’t hear a peep

whatever you may find

you are free to keep

though it is my mind

it’s still hard to grind

the words i want to deliver

are built up in a shrine

tensions have...

words cannot express the sorrow that i feel

no matter how much therapy, this wound will never heal

you left and now i don’t know what to do

please come back, don’t let the world take you

i sit in my room almost unconsciously watching the walls

i have nothing now without your late night calls

i miss you everyday and that isn’t hard to say every night on my knees, to god i pray.

i pray for h...