Each look in the mirror is a new experience, each day I’m a different person. Recognizable at present but a stranger to yesterday’s appearance. I am forever evolving into the woman I wish to be and that becomes apparent with each glance. Gracious, beautiful and wise.. They know me but never truly do, they know my name but not what conceals my mind, the depths of my soul, the entity of my being or the desires of my heart and somehow that satisfies me; keeps me mysterious yet there are times where I yearn to be understood. The feeling of someone truly wanting and taking the time to understand me embodies my mind but I’m left to wonder and yet to experience.

However, outwardly the mirror reflects to me only what others see, their view leaves me open to judgement from their perspective but what you see is not who I am. What I am is deeper than what you see and your perspectives do not define me, mold me or control me and I’d wish you’d understand that about yourselves too.. We spend so much time attached to what is reflected back to us that we identify with this image we have created in our minds, and the minute it’s challenged we build up walls with our egos coming in play. We feel we have so much to prove but to who? To what end? We let the opinions of others dictate our actions as if we’re being led astray by strangers because one shouldn’t dare to be different, oh no.. that only separates us from society and we’re left feeling like outcasts but who said that was a bad thing? Once we disconnect from our “identities” and understand that what we see is not who we are, only then came we come to acknowledge the true nature of our being.

Yours whenever you need me Your light, your warmth we’re soul deep I plant a seed within your mind & water when it needs be I feel your love with every kiss You touch my heart forever bliss The words you speak ignite my spirit Your wish I’ll grant, all wrapped and gifted

Cause I’m yours, All yours From the day we met till the day we rest I’ll be yours All yours

And your last breath is where mine ends The air I breathe, my oxygen Your mine, & I’m yours.. All yours

Connected in many ways Electric love, static, no change A day with you, a week or two You make me weak, what love will do Beyond the surface, through all the roots You nourish me, I nourish you It works cause you’re my better half The light I need when the path gets dark

Cause I’m yours, All yours From the day we met till the day we rest I’ll be yours All yours

And your last breath is where mine ends The air I breathe, my oxygen Your mine, & I’m yours.. All yours

Day 21; “you maybe experiencing some changes within your career path, ones that open the door to more financial freedom. Do not let the fear of change hold you back. As one door closes, another may open..”

21 days of daily horoscope reads and it’s safe to say I’ve become devoted. Although, today’s read has left me feeling optimistic about the future; I’ve been dwelling on each message forgetting that my path is far from controlled. How is it that upon waking my first cause of action is insight into where my days are heading above gratitude? Had I released the fear of the unknown allowing myself to exist without mincing ones words, peace of mind would come undeniably yet here I am..

Deliberating in my mind. What changes are yet to come? How can I get there? When will I get there? These are questions that could do more damage than good when over analyzed in your mind. Overthinking is a killer. Indulging too much has only nourished my constant worry and I’ve realized horoscopes are doing more harm than good. I’ve always been one with faith, always been held onto hope and slowly it’s diminishing. Slowly my days are controlled by a short excerpt when it should be led by God.

I’ve decided to let go, and leave it all to the universe. Learning that what you think creates your reality only urges me to detox my mind and create a safe space where my thoughts are analyzed and not judged allowing me to not dwell on the negative and focus more on the positive, and rather than worry about what’s next I will dedicate my days to showering my mind with what I know will come and be at peace.

I am great, I am blessed, I am creating the life I want.