I’m really good a poetry I want to put them out here for the word to see… but I’m honestly so scared that someone else will steal them and create their own book instead of letting me be me and create my own.
I’m really good a poetry I want to put them out here for the word to see… but I’m honestly so scared that someone else will steal them and create their own book instead of letting me be me and create my own.
Before I write this poem I just want to say it is something I actually Personally experienced!
The sun was setting over the trees,
She sat there frozen with nature, For the first time in awhile she noticed, Noticed how beautiful it was, Calm it was, How still everything had become, she felt the light breeze over her skin, As she sat there by the edge of the hill, Like she’d never felt the breeze before.
She noticed how still the lake water was, How vibrant green the trees and grass were, as if they weren’t like this yesterday. Everything just vanished, She sat there really breathing for the first time forever and smelling nature like she’s never smelt before.
To the left of her was bright and colorful,
While the right of her was Smokey gray on the horizons,
It’s growing darker but,
The trees and grass are still just as green.
She notices two planes heading the same way,
Following each other away from the sunlight.
Blues, light pink, pale orange, and yellow filled the sky,
To the right of her very very light purple in the Smokey gray clouds started to form.
The sunset was hitting this one tree just right,
The light was directly in the center, She thought to herself how amazing was that. She looked over her shoulder to see the moon made his face to her, Shining brighter than before at that hour. As she’s turning her head to look back at the water she notices the horizon, How it’s now pink filling the Smokey Sky, Almost taking it all away, it’s beautiful!
So she sat there for a moment listening,
Looking, breathing, and then thought almost out loud “Thus is it I’m home.” She feels safe, comfortable, everything is in its rightful place, And as was she.
Her mind was truly blank as if she too was frozen in with nature,
She felt so light in these moments, She closed her eyes only for a moment though and she heard the birds singing their beautiful songs she used to enjoy so much, She looked up… noticing three little birds playing and chirping as they are flying into the sunset.
She starts to look back towards the horizon noticing the two planes again they went into a circle,
She thought…. Thinking they would go to the same way again, But they didn’t. They went the other way to not circle again.
The first thing she thought was “I’m free”,
She’s been going in circles for years, But in them moments, She finally realized that GOD was truly there with her that day ….
This isn’t Heaven but if she had to think about how it would feel there….
This was it….
Truly….
Beautiful! 💕
It was winter, the coldest season to be alone. But there I was alone. Again…. Another cold night with no one to hold, no one to turn to. Everything that once was, is now gone.
Just like erery year I walk this path and when I reach the end there’s that… cave. That dark curved cave. The slippery rocks always seem so beautiful in the winter time, but the ice-cycles pierced down with the horror reminding me of that night..
It should have been me. It should have been. As I stand there something inside me needs to scream… racing thoughts running through my head… and finally… “ Why did you have to be so adventurous! So full of the daredevil attitude! I’m so mad you left me”. I’m now noticing my eyes filling up with tears… “It’s not your fault I know, I should have stopped you, I should have went in with you… I knew it wasn’t safe… I ju-… Jus-… Just… I’m sorry” I stop frozen turned away from that dark reminder of what made me lose the fist and only one I’ve ever loved…