Let me start off by saying there was
no holy light
I had no urge to go toward anything
but had the urge to
fight.
And let me make clear I have never
stated aloud that I want to die
because I’m not sure if I really do
or if I just want to have a good
cry.
There have been times where
the only one I trusted was God
and there have been times where
I cursed Him and begged Him to
**stop**.
Both ...