If only I could endure the pain

Save you from these immortal chains

You don't deserve anything gore

But I deserve all of it and more

Who I used to be

Is still inside me

Trying to fight it's way out

Attempting to be loud

But I will never give in

I shouldn't be forgiven

For everything I've done

I had many victims; you were one

My regret will never be loud enough

I'm sorry, you were never tough

I...

I leave the house

The night is still

Quiet as the mouse

On the windowsill

The stone cold wind

Gives me chills

As I creep out

Of the house

With the change

In my purse

The creepy night

Feels like a curse

The screech of the owl

Creatures complain

Coyotes howl

Vulnerable prey

October night

Still and scary

Stars the main light

The street lights blink

And I don't think

It's safe out here...

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