I think I realized when I was 13, I didn’t like my best friend like other people liked their best friends.

I liked Ethan more than a best friend. I would constantly find my eyes drifting towards him in any direction or way, it’s like my mind was always thinking of Ethan.

At first, I wanted to cry and scream that I shouldn’t feel this way. It’s wrong, he thinks of me as a best friend never a gi...