God! I’m such an idiot. I should’ve never came here, the depression just shoves itself into the air but it does faze me. This is the best moment of my life! A day for celebration. People have been looking at me like I have nothing but he meant nothing to me. In fact, this is the best I’ve ever felt in a long time, a very long time. Those moments where I thought we had a glimpse, the smallest glimp...