it is easy to get lost in the underworld
it is easy to lose patience
it is easy to be angry,
to say those things we know we shouldn’t,
to yell at them that you don’t care, even though
—_you really do,_
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it is _easy, _because sometimes even after you make a good decision, you still feel as shitty as you did after doing all the “easy” things,
and often times, the right choices are the ones th...
softness is nostalgia
—and that is, my imaginary nostalgia
someplace I miss yet somewhere I never been
perhaps in a gentle summer from some years of my past or maybe
in another life of mine,
I would be living
by the quiet countryside in a cottage
with open windows to let the breezes in
and clotheslines to hang
the warm linen, bleached by pale sunlight and clouds of billowing dust
from untouched...
we aren’t friends anymore but it doesn’t mean i don’t
miss
you.
even if you don’t care,
or if you’ve made yourself
forget me—
i don’t think i will ever stop feeling the way i do about you
i love you
i miss your voice
i miss your smile
i miss your laugh
i miss your dogs and your brother
i miss the way you made me feel loved
but that was all back then, not
_no...
they say the eldest daughter always gets her father’s temper
and it’s true. that’s why we can’t get along for shit.
i hate the way you talk,
the way i have your face—
—the fact that we are the
_same_
_ fucking _
_ person._
you hate the way i call you out for being a hypocrite, and you hate it
because you know that i’m
fucking right.
i’m always right when it comes to you.
and i know i may no...
i miss your smile and your laugh and your eyes,
your warm
brown eyes.
i miss your voice.
please, talk to me again even though i know
it won’t ever be the same.
please just acknowledge me, because i can’t do this anymore.
it would heal me if you could just say
_i love you_
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one last time.
even if it’s as a friend.
you don’t have to, though.
{sorry about not writing for a while and putti...
there is a man of medicine
he carries them to all
for the sick with any illness
and for creatures big and small
much he has accomplished
but there is one more thing
he has a last cure to conquer
one that you would never think
he longs for more than anything—
-worth more than any wealth
he wishes for one to ease his mind
the cure for himself...