Month by month I see that look The way you look at me like ive never been seen before As if im the most beautiful painting in a museum that no one visits Week by week I notice how much you care You make sure im okay and you arent just saying it You mean it Day by day You make me laugh Your jokes arent even funny but somehow here i am Laughing Hour by hour You make me wonder What goes on in that brain of yours? Why are you the way that you are? Minute by minute You are there One of the best friends ive ever had Second by second You are gone As time went by so fast That you had to go home And even though I know you will think of me Our friendship will never be the same again

I forgot what its like to feel For even after finding my way through the fog I left so much behind My emotions shattered like glass on concrete I once struggled to stay alive To fight to live another day
But now I have escaped And not a single day could ever be as bad as my past It could never be as dark. I wish I could forget the years I was trapped in the fog But I can’t Even after escaping the darkness The nightmares stay As I fear the fog will come back My mind fears darkness so much it wont let me feel even shade. I just wish I could cry tears of sadness The fog took so much away from me But I thank it every day For without it I would not appreciate laughter Or a smile finally appearing on my face I would not be thankful for the feeling of happiness that I finally can feel once again Thankful that I AM and I WANT to be alive Something I once never wished to be So while the fog was once my enemy and my world I can finally say I beat one of the deadliest evils and can finally see clearly

12/21/2023 You are the girl of my dreams You have all I could ever want A beautiful body that curves like grassy hills on a sunny day A mind that contains such complex thoughs, but yet does not overthink the things that do not matter A smile that warms me up like hot tea on a cold day Your personality is a diamond. You are strong and know who you are Never change Always stay true to yourself You are the girl of my dreams So you say As you tell me how I’m not the one How I don’t light the fire you desire inside you I am the girl of your dreams but yet here I am Alone There is nothing I can do Nothing I can say
As your heart is not flamable when I am the fire.

Life without you would be like the moon without the stars. As even when I cease to glow, you keep the sky bright. Your smile The way you laugh The way you hold me tight These moments glow like little stars that make me feel alright.
And when I finally start to shine You always stay at my side Because when we shine together, there is no darkness, just light.