I’m sitting on the edge looking up at the stars

With curiosity so high, higher than bars

A friend on my left points to the moon

And tells me that’s where they’re going soon

Now I’m here all alone

I look at the stars still in the zone

“Are you at the moon” I point to it too

A star twinkles and I know it’s you

Even though you are gone I can’t help agree

We had each other and now you are free

I’ll ...

I’m upside down, world over my head

Thought it would be better if I was dead

Not that I look back, my hands tied

I wonder what would happen if I really tried

Maybe everything would be the same

Or maybe all the pain would go away

But it’s to late now but don’t worry

All I can say is I’m sorry....

Never again

Never again will I get to close

Let them know who o am before I know myself

Never again will I stay up to late

Wondering if I’ll ever be as great as the ones before me

Never again will I break myself down for someone else approval

Never again...

“Where is it?” I mutter to myself. It was right here, or over there. GODS! Why can’t I find it? I don’t even know what I’m looking for but I need to find it.

“Dad?” A little girl said. I think her name was Alice. My daughter? I don’t know. She looked like me, I think. I haven’t looked in a mirror in a few day or so.

“What is it child?” I said “Can’t you see I’m busy.”

“What are you looking for...