I am a night dreamer and a day thinker There was once a time in my life where I never missed a sunset or a sunrise I would stay up at night like it was my day. I never knew I was backwards I only knew that the day didn’t interest me as much there was to many people out in the world, but when the sun started to set and the the world quoted down. I was drawn to the outside instead of my bed. Like the moon was calling my name I was young and felt so free. Nobody knew who I was and I could be whoever I wanted. If I didn’t want to be seen I wasn’t. The night fascinated me. How quit the streets were. How different animals came out at night. To hear the owls hooting and the river running. I was never scared for my safety I never knew i should be afraid. As I got older and more mature I realized I needed to change I needed to become apart of the everyday hustle and bustle. That I couldn’t live and function like the opposite anymore at first it was hard but time slowly numbed the pain but some nights I stay up all night and just walk. Not so often now but on very special nights when I can’t ignore the moon whispering my name or the stars twinkling just for me I will stay up all night to see the shooting stars and make a wish on a star from up above the world so far

All in a golden afternoon, under the skies of cloudless blue a girl sat wondering when her life what start anew. She looked at her life and wondered how did this become her she had hopes and dreams so different then this life that she leads. Some one with all the responsibilities on her shoulders and if she faulters no one would be there to hold her. The blue sky’s turn a little darker when she thinks of how much farther she needs to go until she can rest. How much time mistakes be waisted when she thinks she tries her best. 2 faces in the mist 2 precious innocent souls. That bear the life with her. That doesn’t fault her for the holes. To them she is perfect just as perfect as can be. And with the strength of a million they help her feel glee. These perfect little angels that know nothing more then love help the girl when her life feels heavy like a gift from above a poem started with despair and ends with hope, a little love and care she will over come this too because she realizes her dreams have came true