He turned 30 this year. There’s so much pressure from his family on him to get married. The guy still in a bit of confused state whether to listen to his family or go with his gut instincts. He recently read a book about how to attract women with confidence n pump their emotions. So he’s toying with the idea of it n seeing how people are reacting. Getting good results n learning a lot about women in the process. He met close to 25 people to see if it’s a good match. Nothing sparked interest from his end. Conversations felt like meaningless but having lot of fun.
He wants to pursue this new found hobby. His mom wants to put a break to his shenanigans.
It’s happening again in my mind with this new girl. Always in a confusion whether to say sorry by being a bigger person or give importance to my ego. I know I’ve said something’s which offended her but I thought she would take it in a funny way. Why is it my fault when people doesn’t have sense of humor. So far my ego is winning the game. Not sure whether things gonna change.
Oops it’s 10:30 in the morning I overslept again n missed school. It’s time for me to replace my stupid alarm clock. Boy looks at his phone thinks of calling his friend but figures he’s at school. Guy looks at the window see’s his neighbor reading newspaper sitting in the balcony. Boy to keep himself entertained and annoy the neighbor turns on the tv and plays loud music. Neighbor couldn’t take it anymore after 15 mins and goes inside. After noticing neighbor ‘s gone. Boy comes home looking for him. He asks neighbor did I ruin your peaceful time. Neighbor explains no one can ruin my peace except me. I just got inside to have my orange juice. Boy wonders and asks him how did you manage to achieve that. Neighbor explains I found my spiritual journey after being like you for the first 30 years of my life. Then one day I stopped enjoying myself and feeling lost inside. I came across some books and started reading more about being mindfulness which helped me achieve peace within me. You will get there at some point in your life. Just wait for it.
There was once a prince called chanakya. He thinks he’s smart. He had a problem with his sleep for few years because of his habits! He wanted to put an end to his problem so he reached out to god for some solution. God said solution is within you. All you’ve to do is look within yourself. Then he started listening to his thoughts. Most of his thoughts are unrealistic and repetitive. So he started paying more attention to his breath which made him sleep a bit better. Once he realized the change in his sleep pattern he continued doing pranayama practice everyday under a tree. This practice brought inner piece inside his mind started enjoying his life better now.
It’s about right time to make those purchases so that he gets them on time for the d-day. I can see it in his eyes. He was waiting for this moment from almost 6 months. He filled all his cart with items like mindfulness art n productive prompts to decorate his wall. Will he able to deliver what he had envisioned for the new house is a ?
He’s excited about this because he was getting his own place after long time.
