Ari Crawford
Love to write always have and will, looking to improve and gain confidence in publishing/posting my work.
Ari Crawford
Love to write always have and will, looking to improve and gain confidence in publishing/posting my work.
Love to write always have and will, looking to improve and gain confidence in publishing/posting my work.
Love to write always have and will, looking to improve and gain confidence in publishing/posting my work.
Night is My Favorite part of the day
I find beauty in the dark, when the world is calmest, like a pond
before a pebble inevitably disturbs that peace out of nowhere.
Ripples follow one after another It’s funny how the smallest of things cause such a reaction
Some nights I’ve had have been too damn long I’m on my knees begging, praying for it to finally end, please end it
But the clock only moves backwards, time slower than a deadly disease destroying its host
At those times I hate the night,
…other nights though, they are not long enough….
I miss those nights, in my mind and heart I cherish every single one,
I’d do anything, hell even go through a never ending night
Just to experience one short beautiful night once more…
I’ve never been comfortable with silence
Maybe cause I’ve always lived in a kid filled house Constant feet toddling, voices of different pitches exclaiming Even when it’s silent my brain Prattles on
Maybe it’s my adhd even from when I was little my brain moved faster than everything else
Call me scatterbrained I guess
Social situations are not my strong suit I prefer to hangout alone playing music or the tv creating background noise for me
What most people crave is peace and quiet finding comfort in its presence
I for one avoid it when I can
Nothing is louder than when my brain melts down, overreacting the voices persistent and rapid
The same thing is constantly said though, when at the edge, take deep breath’s
Deeep breaths…. Deep breaths
I close my eyes, play my music and begin to breathe
Push the thoughts out they have no place here
For Deep breaths take up far more space than silence….
Dear you, I never thought the day would come that we would be apart, I constantly feared the day you would say to me “I wish you nothing but the best” What happened? What happened to the promises we made to eachother the promise of always and forever no matter what…. It was YOU, you who begged me to promise I’d never leave and will always be by your side wether it friend or lover but always family. And I always promised with all my heart and soul I’d be there for you and will always be important to me. I fucking miss you and no matter how hard I try not to I will always truly love you,and all you can say is sorry to me. Did you even love me? Do you ever miss me? -Best reguards A
Hello, (I really don’t know what to say… I thought what I did was right I really did, I always thought if you love something you let it go, so i let you go so you can be happy and have all the best I did what I did out of love I know it doesn’t seem like it, I know how I show my love and my love language is uncommon but being selfish caused pain I wanted you but knew I couldn’t have you, I always wanted to give you the best and what you deserved. All I want to do is run to you be in eachother’s arms and be together that’s all I’ve ever wanted I never meant to cause you pain I never wanted to feel this pain, eventually it felt as if you didn’t realize that I was in pain too, constantly being the “realist” feeling like the downer when All I just wanted was to be free with you, I fucking love you I always have and always will) DELETE/ERASE ALL THAT Hey, Im sorry I really am, I do truly wish you nothing but the best. -E
Dear A+E aka Us, Say what you want to say, we know we are both damaged and have been hurt beyond imagination over the years. We both have been through hell and back always had to do things alone surrounded by people but alone and we liked it that way be cause it’s what we knew and were used to. When we met it was instantly a connection soulmates from day one,both of us had never felt more alive than when we were together, when we talked all day into the night, even the glances we gave each other our eyes said all we wanted and needed to one another. The universe has played a cruel trick on us,our fear of tempting fate dropping the ball on us once again caused us to smack that ball away from the universe and for us to lose it all together, Please say how much you miss each other, please profess your love declare it for the world! be proud! be fearless! Be true and real! Be what your hearts want!
-Love always and forever an alternate version of the Us the WE that we really wanted to be.