i used to view the world as colorful and child like
of course it all faded when i got older
almost like i fell asleep
but when i met you
it all got light again
i wasn't prepared but i went with it
we spent more and more time
getting closer and closer
until
the world turned a new color
pastel
it got bright at time
and gray during others
until
it slowly turned in to gray all together
i ...
how can i function knowing your gone?
knowing i can't just text you
knowing you won't be able to be there when we need each other
can i live without you texting me about your day?
not knowing if that one boy talked to you
not knowing if you won your cheer comp or had a terrible morning
how can i breathe without me knowing your right by my side through thick and thin
without you?
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