time is ticking My eyes are heavy my suitcase is filling Im getting ready My husband lies in bed as I look at his beautiful face, I feel so guilty and regretful, as I push his soft hair. I kiss his big forehead as I smell his strong cologne. I feel very sad that I have to leave the love of my life that means everything to me. He’s deserves so much better than me He deserves a person who will be there for him and love him unconditionally, that will never hurt him, Something I feel like I couldn’t do for him I tend to think this because I’m a timid person that lacks confidence in themselves. He shouldn’t have to be dragged into my trauma and I should be able to do it on my own. Tick the annoying, loud and alarming thing that tells me it’s time to go and leave my old life behind, I leave a note to tell him why I’m leaving so I can’t leave without giving him an explanation. I love you but I have to go, I hope you can forgive me later on I never wanted to leave you but I won’t and can’t let you drag yourself into my problems, I need to get better for you and myself, I’m leaving to get the help I really need, I love you so much try and forget me so I don’t hurt you anymore, get a girlfriend start a new life without me….. I’m going to ge better for you and myself I promise I love you I’m sorry, I have to handle this on my own drown in my “EMPTY SORROWS”

As I’m walking back home from the corner store, I hear rustling in the bushes as if someone is watching me, I get scared only to see my crush and best friend that I love dearly, but something wasn’t right I had a weird feeling in my stomach but it felt good. As I was daydreaming I didn’t realize he said something, Kaylee are you okay he said Yes I am I was just thinking how lucky I am to have such a good best friend like you. I wait a moment, can I tell you something? I am in love with you miles… as I stand there worried and shocked that I actually told him I start hyperventilating thinking he don’t love me back just to feel A pair of warm hands around my waist as he moves one to tilt my chin so I can look into his beautiful eyes…. I’m in love with you too Kaylee I always have been, all of a sudden I feel warm plump lips on mine as I kiss back I feel him pull away, I love you Kaylee so very much I love you too miles you don’t even understand, I’m looking into his eyes making eye contact and I think Your beautiful eyes never lie my love…..

Life without you would be like Batman without his robin or Spider-Man without his Gwen. You make my life worth living and give me a better outlook of the world, I wish that I never lose or hurt you in anyway I refuse to let our differences get in the way of our relationship. Nobody is perfect and everyone has flaws and mine just so happen to be not knowing how to express how I feel about certain things. My life with you would be a horrific situation that I may never get out of. I love you jyioñ….