Burning

Seething

Flames of

Despair

It clenches my heart

A vice tightening

With every

Beat

I wish for better days

For better yesterdays

And it feels I come up

Empty

Forlorn

I punch the fridge

Cause it’s the only thing that makes me feel alive

And it’s the only things my fleshy hands can’t break

Choking on

Smoke

Pouring out of every orifice

I wish I could extinguish

Burning

Seething

Flames of

D...

What to do when

The choices are endless

The possibilities even more so

It can be paralyzing if you let it

But I don’t

Let it I mean

My choices are often quick

My gut being the north star

But sometimes my gut is wrong

And I take back my choices

One thing that’s beautiful

Is you can always choose to choose again

Sometimes though

I ponder

And ponder

And ponder

When my gut can’t choose for me

When...

Sticky

Darkness

My mind loud

The thoughts

Racing

Through my past

Present

Future

My life flashing before my eyes

Though I’m not quite at death’s door

But the silence

It hurts worse than death

I try to drown it out

Music

Tv

Conversation

But in all these

There is still a

Moment

Of silence

A moment of silence

For the

People, places, things

I’ve lost

Along the road

Treacherous as the pilgrammage

...