alebsi.poelz3
just an outlet for my emotions ;)
alebsi.poelz3
just an outlet for my emotions ;)
just an outlet for my emotions ;)
just an outlet for my emotions ;)
The day of love
The day I dread
The day where doves
Fly overhead
The professions of love
The kisses under stars
The sunsets far above
Never could be ours
For our love did break
Heart shatters on the floor
Pieces you did take
Until there were no more
So I hate this day
I hate this month
For I have no say
No one to confront...
I want to feel, I want to know
I want to love, I want to grow
I want to live, I want to fly
I want to laugh, I want to cry
I want to run, I want to be
I want to search, I want to see
I want to shout, I want to hear
I want to give, I want to cheer
I want to want the things that others do
To live my life to the fullest too
To be normal and plain all like the rest
Giving my all, always trying my ...
Love is the lie that keeps us alive
It gives us hope as we take the dive
Good at first and it seems forever
Until they say what they swore they’d never
Disgust and contempt finally reveal
They fester and grow until it’s all you feel
Everything shatters like it was made of glass
This feeling of “love” wasn’t made to last
In the end there’s nothing left to discuss
Hate is the truth that ends up b...
Hello, my newest affection
Heartbeats in your direction
Time slows when you’re around
And my knees hit the ground
You make me lose my senses
My whole brain condenses
Thoughts swirling in my head
Not seeing where they’ve led
Eventually they slow
You lose your shiny glow
Boredom overcomes me
From your spell I break free
My heartbeat drops back down
Falling to the ground
And I begin to look for ...
The fuse is lit, there is no going back
I feel it coming, ready to attack
It’s standing there, breaking my will
I don’t want it to happen, I remember it still
The flame travels, further down it goes
I steady myself, ready for the final blows
The cuts the scrapes, they build and build
Until I look down, my whole body filled
The spark hits the spot, the bomb explodes
It all floods in, taking what’...
One fatal misstep
One slip of the truth
That’s all it took
For me to lose you
My freedom, my will
My life and my joy
Everything I had
All lost in my ploy
No reason to live
Now that they’re gone
No reason to be
Or to ever move on
So I’ll sit here and smile
Biding my time
Waiting for the moment
To say my last ryhme...
Their whsipers followed me through the halls. Shrouded me in a veil of shame. Cut across my skin like small knives leaving small trails of self-deprecation in their wake. And the worst part was that I didn’t know whether or not I was the villain they painted me out to be. I tried to deny it, bury the doubt deep inside. But somehow, the unwelcome thoughts always seem to be the ones constantly invad...
The choices I make
The things I must do
The hearts I break
I’ll always hurt you
You curse my name
You scream and you cry
Cloaked in my shame
I watch them all die
But what you don’t know
Is that it’s not easy for me
I am my own foe
I can never be set free
I am chained to this life
Forced to live in hate
Casing pain and strife
Carrying out cruel fate...