You were always alone. You would stay up all night tinkering with random hobbies, watching dumb shows, a certain sadness inside of you. But you could not get out because your life and everyone else’s would be at a certain phase threatened. I always admired your smile, your undertone random acts of frustration , which came out as muttered whispered words. No, you were soft and I could see that. But...

What? I said. I looked around. Just gray walls, shadow square objects, and a midnight sky peeping from the slightly opened window, I thought. I took a second glance, suddenly it got cold. I thought about my younger self, my silly fears and the childish games we used to play to scare each other. It was just the wind. Suddenly a door slammed, and not in the way the air would knock it. Like someone w...

Through the space between

Stands a reflection

Of that on the other side

And the reflection of my sight

Purhaps me and everything around this filled

Dream

What stands between

translucent specks

Or shades of light

made into reality

I make my way through a vision

That follows a invisible box

Concluding the edges of a limit

Of all that’s only bound for now

I see through it sky a colorful landscape

An...

I tried the rollercoaster

Stood in line for three hours with my mom

She was hyped and trying to get me to dance

I was not having it

It was too high and I could probably die

Never in my life have I rode a man made beast such as this

But I was getting too old not to try it

She honestly coerced me

Otherwise I would fail in my own desire

My face has my eyebrows furled the whole time

How can these pe...

It starts with a pose

Interlocking to want more

Start with a greeting

They contemplate what you want

Then you both give in , say more....

I love how you remind me it’s time to go to sleep

and bug me for food In the morning.

You make sure I don’t weep

Over small things and being alone without a human to keep

You make sure to sit by my side

And let me know giving me plenty of warning

That you love me no matter my flaws or mistakes I’ve made

And purr up , and watch me while I’m laid

Down and in the morning

I won’t be drowning in any ...

There’s a place she likes to sit, wishing and knowing it goes into the voided sunset, most of the time it’s grey, an empty field, a machine being pumped up in the distance. The crops aren’t ready yet, and it looks like it was going to rain but never does. When the rain comes it designs a lake of nothing but fear, usually followed by several storms rolling in, her favorite place to escape and stare...

I’m aware I have a big nose

It goes back to Ireland I suppose

The laced patch of my families history

And dna which is somehow in this tree

Dating back to 1403

I don’t know much really

I know sometimes I think too much

Ignore the small stuff

And write and speak on things that

Are only 10 percent heard,it’s rough

I’m aware that there’s too much going on

And I’m all reality I’m just a figment who

...

Colliding in a mundane location of objects and squares that have words and words of things, and stories, and meanings. I was looking for something real,

Something specific

I wanted to feel

So I can basque in the glory of sadness

There you were

Your eyes so soft

You were excited

I felt invited

To this moment of here

What is this you were looking for

The book never heard before

We knew it tho

Bo...

You keep talking and talking

But I can’t do all these functions

My heart tells me no

God, how embarrassing too

Fuck these dishes are insane

Oh I want to paint

Something like a near death experience

She called again,

I need to listen to my friends

But you keep talking and talking

Can’t get everything done

I’ll pop these energy combusted

Pills that turn off my attachments , feeling the none

Now ...