I wish I could solve

The mysteries of the sky

How they connect

How we create constellations

The mysteries of the night

Like how your hand

Traced its way up to my thigh

How will you make me feel

I wonder about

the constellations

Of your eyes

How they reflect your heart

How I can see

Your intentions

With one look

And I want you

So

Bad

I need you

Kiss my neck

Tell me I’m perfect

Although...

Do you not love me

It’s like you can’t stand us

And you just huff and puff

And I can’t let it be

I push away in the beginning

And eventually I get attached

It’s like I need a patch

And now I see the ending

To the story that never ends

And the poem that lives on

And the torch that keeps light

Now I pick up my pen

And I’m no longer the pawn

It’s time to end it on my own right...

You gave me hobbies

That made me passionate

And then I hated it

Because I hated you

You gave me sunshine

That I would look out

And then it was night

And then I hated you

I gave you my life

Just for you to

Throw off a cliff

Because you hated me

We were afraid to leave

So I stayed forever

And I hated you

And I hated everything...

It’s the constant state of mind

Breathe in and out

The cold or warm air I might

Just sleep on the floor tonight

Begging for the closure

There’s times it falls over

But it gets up after an hour

And I hate how we called it “ours”

Feel the cold air enter

And I shiver then flinch

When the warm air appears

Then I hide till it clears

I’ve waited years for you

To lead me on

For me to write

That I hat...

Look

I didn’t ask to be pick

But truthfully

None of us did

Welcome to

The former lovers club

Where we

Were demoted to exes

Were you

One where you were

Together but

broke up to be friends with benefits

Or one

Where you never got closure

Or one where-

I know I’m getting carried away

Truthfully

We all still feel the love

In our bones

But we hold onto the grudges

Like we craved for

Her touch...

You’ve made my life miserable

I hear your name and I bawl

I feel like Jeanette mccurdy

Why’d you have to do me dirty...

You hear my sobs

You hear my cries for help

You hear my screams

You’re the only one that understands

I hate you when

I don’t want you

But in the end

I need you

I love you so much

That I can’t get away

And ultimately I crave

Loneliness...

A lot of things keep me up at night

Like the moonlight

The moonlight shines through my window

The moonlight keeps me pinned down

Sometimes I wonder if the moonlight

If it knew it did something wrong or right

Does the moonlight wonder if it haunts me

That I can’t sleep at night and let it be

Moonlight used to be my safe spot

Until feelings caught

Moonlight breaks through my peace of mind

Moonli...

Dear Julia

I know

I fucked it up

Can I be forgiven

I know

You can’t love me

Can I be forgiven?

It’s all I have to offer

You can’t love me

After what I did

It’s all I have to offer

To give you an explanation

After what I did

I still love you

To give you an explanation

I wanted to be honest

I still love you

After I told you

I wanted to be honest

I wasn’t satisfied

After I told you

I just w...

We lay under the night sky. “Oh that’s Hercules.” I point up at the denim colored sky. She looks at me, smiling and glaring up and down. Giggling to herself. “What’s so funny?” I question. “It’s nothing.” Scarlett answers, continuing giggling. “What?” I ask as I start giggling. She rolls over and starts tickling me. I roll around with my legs covering the stomach that the brunette girl is rubbing ...