Taking a picture is something i long to do. I long to just feel beautiful but ever angle is another insecurity. I feel as if the world changes what i look like consistently. Every angle is another person telling me that I emerce myself in other peoples perspective of me and it's beginning to become my own I even began to be insecure about my skin color. Then color turned to weight Weight turned to hair . I found a problem with every single thing that describes me. Every aspect of my being.