Taking a picture is something i long to do.

I long to just feel beautiful but ever angle is another insecurity.

I feel as if the world changes what i look like consistently.

Every angle is another person telling me that I emerce myself in other peoples perspective of me and it's beginning to become my own

I even began to be insecure about my skin color.

Then color turned to weight

Weight turned to hair .

I found a problem with every single thing that describes me.

Every aspect of my being.