I am starting to give up on you.

The idea of you crosses through my mind, my heart, all over.

I wonder who you are and if you’re thinking of me too. Are you as stressed and nervous of us ever meeting just as much as I ?

As you scroll through your socials and see your close friends married, with kids, enjoying life with their significant other; do you yearn for me as much as I ?

Its getting c...

thoughts drift away,

schedules are no longer needing to be met,

my mind is blank. my body is still.

certain tasks, plans, actions put on hold for the amount of time that is recommended by a professional who believes that my eyes must shut once my body and mind make the most romantic connection with my comforter and sheets.

whether I am dreaming or not, I am asleep.

where the action of doing so...