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Emersyn Barlowe
just trying to process.
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Emersyn Barlowe
just trying to process.
just trying to process.
just trying to process.
i can feel the blame in my bones begging to be let out like a snake just waiting to strike.
youre little notes floating around the house,
that happened to be the last straw for him to take that gun
how can i forgive you when im not sure
i can even forgive myself?
for letting you push all of us away,
i had a say too, didn't i?
I should have reached out sooner
been there more often
picked up t...