How dare you !?
You say you miss me and want me and then disappear.
You acted like I was important,
You included me in your life.
You lie to me and I allow it
I acted like I didn’t clock it.
I admit, I resigned my feelings and became a projection of what you desired.
This entire time you’re acting like I’m making this up in my head.
This isn’t all in my head !!
The silence between us,
This ...
We were meant for each other,
I’d get all dressed up for you, wearing the things you like to see me in. Pleasing you on all dimensions, we travel realms when we’re together.
But I know my love is thunderous and consuming,
I pour down with words affirmation and inspiration.
Never negating my partner needs, I’m a present lover.
I wanted to be your everything, but you weren’t ready. Potentially,...
There’s beauty in imperfection.
No one is ever interested in the weird, the eerie, the unpopular voice.
Their chaotic energies, so wild and infused with the riches colours.
Pain felt reds that explode with passion and desire, berry purples the darker the sweeter.
How trippy it must feel when those colours flip and turn, mutating into brights and darks with hypnotic intent.
the greens, the...
“You’d have to be an absolute fool to believe that!”
To think he’ll leave her for you ….
So naive.
Yeah, maybe he makes love to you like you’re the only one. He kisses your lips as if the very touch revives his soul.
You know he’s happy too, by the look of youth and serenity that I chiselled into his structure.
You f&@k£r !
How could I think it was my turn to show you how love is. When you...
Driving on the gravel road,
Dodging holes created by wear and tear.
Natures way of giving in to the repeated weight.
The best part of living on a island,
You become one with your environment.
It’s been years since I exchange a slow pace for a city life.
The warm orange tinge to the sky welcomes me.
Walking towards memories,
It remains the same.
Hearing the waves crash against the shore so...
I wore this blue dress for you.
Matching the colour of your eyes
It’s like I match your soul.
Here we all are fighting amongst ourselves.
Using subtle seduction.
Excuse yourself and take me by the hand.
So I can get to know you.
Lets undress your soul.
My mouth watering with anticipation,
Starving for your energy.
It’s me !
Pick me !...
Why do you do this to yourself.
Need I remind yourself that this doesn’t end well, but you’re bored as f$ck.
So chaos must crop up..
Chasing devilish ideas,
Hunting for sexual energy,
You can taste it in the air,
On a bender you come alive once you got your fix.
Simping for your addiction.
The more taboo, the more you want it
You must have it.
Morphing desires into a masterpiece.
A ...
What are you doing ?!
The extra time you spend sending emails,
Travelling,
Dining with everyone but me.
Feed her the scraps of time,
She doesn’t deserve your care.
She’ll wait for me; he thinks.
They call, you come running.
What’s wrong with me!?
Addicted with passion,
Wanting you more than those icons.
I can’t contain this pain,
I can’t compete, with monetary gain.
I can’t have you b...
I’m lonelier when night falls.
Something about dark skies that spotlights your vulnerabilities. Everything I mask doesn’t ask to surface.
Suddenly I’m readable,
Emotions double,
Stumbling through my insecurities that are no longer hidden.
The moonlight reveals my truths.
As my mind recruits panic as my suit.
I fight the tears like I fight my daily battles…
Alone.
At night I become an alte...
