Darkness , something that my feelings crave . The reason I can only cry if there’s no one around , and all I hear is raindrops on the roof. And the pain I feel covered and comforted by the way I can’t see 10 feet in front of me. The way that no one can see the pain rolling down my cheeks or the pleasure my tired mind gets when I feel red warm ink covering my skin....

As I lay on the ground barley able to feel my body I wonder what everyone will think when they find me. Will they blame my mom because they were her pills , will they blame my dad because he abused me and pushed me to this point .. all these questions fill my head as I lay under the black sky , no stars in sight , only sound is crickets and moving grass. I should be scared, a teenage girl in the m...