As I lay on the ground barley able to feel my body I wonder what everyone will think when they find me. Will they blame my mom because they were her pills , will they blame my dad because he abused me and pushed me to this point .. all these questions fill my head as I lay under the black sky , no stars in sight , only sound is crickets and moving grass. I should be scared, a teenage girl in the middle of a lonely dying field no clue what’s surrounding her but the only thing on my mind is peace.