Like a leaf drifting away; Will the torment continue? Like a tree without a wave; Will I be falling too? Like a seed that comes with rain, abundance is not an issue. I fear me and not the grave, I’m troubled by the three of you. I’ve lost my way but Jesus saves; Or am I just being a fool? Let me out! Please set me free! I’m done being the person that you want me to be! Behind the veil to no avail; I’m back on my knees to pray. Lord what is this? And how do I; Decipher this code that’s in the way. I’m broken down; Without a ground; Jesus? lead the way!
Soon the darkness shrouded us, hiding us from the hungry gazes of a predator. Locked inside my mind, I can’t get out. The predator doesn’t seem to be the enemy but maybe I’m reasoning too much. Maybe the predator is actually me, when I’m shrouded in darkness. So who is “us”? Is it the three others inside of me? Or is it the irrationality that the darkness protects me, from this “predator”. All I know is that I can’t stay here much longer. It’s time to turn on the light to face this thing tormenting me in the dark. I get the nerve and before I know it, I am staring into a mirror. Forgive me, I’m sorry.
So far below, That is above; Across the walk, I fell in love; Demons of dances, Electrical fire; Sadism clashes, A cold empire; As cold as December, But further up north; A change in the weather, Brews up a storm; Maniacal fantasies, await at the door; Can I be good? Just once more?
I slumber in darkness and awake with all sin. A new day has started, with a devious grin. While Razors of darkness, tear off my skin. I’m stuck forever. Alone in my abyss. Energies contorted, my one and only wish. A cloud with no rain, would give me a kiss. A welcome in wonder, of how I break out. No time for the weather, no time for the clout.
A broad leaf has opened, And started to sprout; Thistles of roses, Grow from the ground; Release me. Release me now.