The sun comes up, I see it through the window.

But I have to force myself to get up.

I continue to keep sleeping even though I’m going to regret it.

I continue to not take a shower, not brush my hair, not eat, not brush my teeth. I continue to ignore the world around me as if it doesn’t exist.

I don’t feel like I’m living, I feel like I’m surviving. Everyday is a challenge and I get weaker and...

I don’t remember the last time I loved

But when I fall, I fall hard

But when I break, I can’t be put back to pieces

I become numb and undefeated

I had great love, that I will never forget

But when I think of it, I almost cry

Or I do and I have to stop myself completely.

Sometimes I miss the days, and sometimes I hate it.

But I will never forget the good memories that come between it....