The past, the past last forever I think back to childhood where it was all smiles There were no doubts, society had not done its damage No worries, days were about doing what made me happy I love to reminisce to days before my lowest lows became my highest lows Today will soon become yesterday so tomorrow is my worry I know I shouldn’t live that way and should live in the present But the presence of the future is not for sure fluorescent Therefore I love the memories, they’re more like a present To the future I’m embedded though the past last forever
At first I would question the absence of my father I would question why I wasn’t born into a rich family I would question why my family wasn’t tight knit like the ones of my friends or the ones shown on tv I would question why I was different from those around me Why I had to figure everything out on my own Why my support looks different from those around me I now know what I’m missing is my job to build The chosen one, the curse breaker
My only goal in life is to be fulfilled I’m way too wise to die before I ever get killed These folks got me in this box, telling me how to live Lookin for the key to get out, been searchin for some years
What’s big dreams to a person who only ever dreamed Someone who decided not to chase and instead is settling I question if those who chose the safer route are living happily Or living looking back wishin they had done different things
It’s always on my mind Ik everybody gotta die The pain that Ima feel when the time come I never felt that inside I done lost some people before none like you Some people touched my life but none like you I chase the same feeling from my women gotta be done like you It’s hard for me to imagine life without you
I was there on the beach when you said I do You know I miss the times when it was just us two Hate to think about the day that I might lose you As much as I talk can’t imagine life without you
