I need something to spice up my life

I need a spark, something to make me feel right

I feel lost feel like I’m walking through the night

I could use some happiness, feels outta mind outta sight

I need something to make me feel right...

The past, the past last forever

I think back to childhood where it was all smiles

There were no doubts, society had not done its damage

No worries, days were about doing what made me happy

I love to reminisce to days before my lowest lows became my highest lows

Today will soon become yesterday so tomorrow is my worry

I know I shouldn’t live that way and should live in the present

But the pr...

At first I would question the absence of my father

I would question why I wasn’t born into a rich family

I would question why my family wasn’t tight knit like the ones of my friends or the ones shown on tv

I would question why I was different from those around me

Why I had to figure everything out on my own

Why my support looks different from those around me

I now know what I’m missing is my job ...

My only goal in life is to be fulfilled

I’m way too wise to die before I ever get killed

These folks got me in this box, telling me how to live

Lookin for the key to get out, been searchin for some years

What’s big dreams to a person who only ever dreamed

Someone who decided not to chase and instead is settling

I question if those who chose the safer route are living happily

Or living looking...

It’s always on my mind

Ik everybody gotta die

The pain that Ima feel when the time come I never felt that inside

I done lost some people before none like you

Some people touched my life but none like you

I chase the same feeling from my women gotta be done like you

It’s hard for me to imagine life without you

I was there on the beach when you said I do

You know I miss the times when it was ...