Its tiring doing things.

But its tiring not doing things.

It feels empty to sit around

It feels like theres a gaping open wound begging to be closed by doing something fuffiling.

It feels like im wasting all my time left on earth.

What is this feeling?

Boredom.

Boredom, what is it?

They say its not doing anything.

They say its feeling empty.

Thats what i feel atleast.

What is boredom to you?...

I wish i had never let go.

The sound of the hospital whispered in my ears, it was so loud, yet so quiet. I could hear nurses talking and the beeping of the heart monitor next to me.

How did i end up here? The last thing i remember was hanging out with my girlfriend. It was probably the best night of my life.

We were drinking and having fun. I think there was a movie on the TV, we we...

I was on my FUCKING phone, and then, i get a message. It was my best friend sending me LONG ASS texts saying how she wanted me to give her money. Bitch, what money? So, I checked my wallet and saw i had around $5, but like, why would i give it to her???

I text her and told her how i couldnt give her any. I mean, why does she even need it? So i asked, apparently, she needs $50 dollars to get a pe...