Ever just look at someone and you’re so extremely happy and you think “wow this is everything I have ever wanted and more. My life is going great. I love it…..” but yet feel so empty and dark inside…. I have a loving man, a healthy baby on the way, job, house, food, god everything one should be happy about right. Yet, I feel…. lost. Not because I want anything different or want a change but…. hone...

Pain. The feeling of so much yet nothing. The thoughts that flow through my mind. Are they the thoughts of a sane person or insane. The thoughts of just blackness and darkness they float in my mind. Pain.

Pain. The idea of loving someone so much that the entire idea of putting yourself all in also means loosing who you are as time goes. The near existence of being “free” and being loved the true ...