I’m so tired you don’t seem to notice, you don’t seem to care.

you dont accept the pain left me to stand alone in this rain. nothing to lose nothing to gain…

im so tired… the memories haunt every day its the price i have to pay.

no one understands me, they cant just let me be … you made me this monster but dont want to answer for all the things you did wrong.

im so tired…. You broke my soul took away my only goal; the goal to live life.. now spending it in overdrive

im so tired… when do you plan on telling them how you ruined a perfect gem..

all these scars all these emotions locked in jars… wishing to be hit by passing cars

when will you admit what you’ve done? thinking you’ve won but this has only just begun.. left me to be loved by no one.

I’m so tired… of keeping all of this inside wishing I had someone by my side

You’ve ruined anything good that could’ve been where do I even begin? I just can’t win keep waiting for someone to tap-in… and save me from where I have been

im so tired… You have wrecked so much more left me broken and torn

My childlike spirit that never got to experienced life stabs me so deep in my heart like a knife. All this built up trauma burns me up like a hot sauna..

im so tired… wishing back my innocence that isn’t marked by your filthy consequence

I was but only a child but what you did was wild. it took away my smile I would walk half a mile even just for a while to espcape your mild… actions.

im so tired… You touched me inappropriately i bet to you it felt gloriously.

i was your sister but that didnt stop you from pulling down your zipper. all of that hgas made me so bitter treated like the runt of the litter.

I’m so tired…. of thinking about how you’d abuse and also use all of what was me

Remebering how i was your punching bag what a major red flag.. Body stained with bruises I was always on the side that loses. soul tainted with what you did. body stained and wishing to get rid.. of everything you did

im so tired.. i did not deserve this. wishing for eternal bliss..

you have scared me for everything in this world left me bloody and curled I was but only a babygirl you have left me in a swirl…

im so tired… i dint think I can carry this with me anymore Please let me walk out this door and live everemore… with death by my side leave me to the tide.. to become death’s bride.