Hey.
I’ve been staring at this blank page long enough, I just can’t put what I want to say into words. You fill my mind every chance you get whether it’s intentional or not.
I don’t even know what I want to say to you. It’s kind of funny how I’ve been thinking of you for months, had dreams where you were back with me, and randomly think about everything we did together. Yet when I finally write...
A sweet sixteen is not so sweet
When I wish for it to be discreet
But it’s a celebration, I am no longer a kid
But i’m not an adult, god forbid
Eighteen is when I cross that line
Isn’t sixteen supposed to be my prime?
How can it be when so many difficulties await
Leaving me to sit here and contemplate
So what am I supposed to do?
The thoughts that surround me are all so new
I fear for the chan...
Kiss me until the sea runs dry
Kneel with me and watch the sky
Keen eyes see feelings buried deep down
Kind hearts fill with love until they drown
Kerosene surrounds us, engulfing us in flames
Knots of my longing for you tighten, is this one of cupids cruel games?
Keeping you close, in the warmth of our fire
Kind of knew our relationship would turn out dire
Knives cut deep, fire burns through,...
I hate you
I hate being near you
I hate when you don’t respond to me
I hate that I can’t stop thinking about you
But I love you
I love you
I love when your with me
I love when you listen to me
I love that you’re always on my mind
But I hate that you don’t love me
I hate you for ignoring me
I hate me for being unable to let go of you...
As I looked into your eyes, I saw my future go up in flames. Being replaced by something beautiful, something younger me would have wished for; holding my breath and closing my eyes as I dropped the penny into the fountain, grinning as I awaited it to happen. And it did. She would be so happy to see me now.
My future was destined for me to be alone.
But then you showed up and you changed that. T...
I lay back and try to forget
That you ever even liked me
We were once friends
But it feels like a lifetime ago
Since you have spoken to me
You proposed when we were twelve
It was all fun and games
Then on my fifteenth birthday
You took my ring
When I wasn’t looking
I turned around to see
You on one knee
And we laughed
Our friend wedded us
In the school changing room
You were my reason to keep...
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I did it again, I overreacted
To something only so small
So small that whatever it was
Is hard to recall
I feel like a horrible person
I don’t know why it made me feel that way
And after all this time
My streak broke today
I can’t tell who I am
I promise I’ve tried
Whether I am me
Or the monster inside
I can’t seem to breathe
The tears covering my face
My ability to ...
Life without you is hell
I love you more than myself
There is no amount of things I could sell
That would inch close to the worth of you
Life without you is boring
Do you feel the same?
There’s a list of reasons that I’m ignoring
Of why I should just forget you
Yet life without you is inevitable
I don’t mean to disappoint
My feelings are negligible
But still there for you
Life without you ma...
