I recognized his eyes as soon as he walked through the door, I froze, my mind started racing and my heart started pounding out my chest. I can’t do this right now, not after what he did to me all those years ago. I barely remember it, but I do remember his face. His smooth face with a small mustache and peach fuzz on his chin. His face was etched with deep lines from years of hard living, and yet ...

There’s this tall, handsome, brave, strong, kind, depressed, smart, amazing guy. He holds me while I have mental breakdowns and anxiety attacks. He sees me for me and not who I try to be. He doesn’t know how much he has saved my life, because I have no idea how to tell him. He does so much for me without me having to ask. He knows when I’m sad, even when I don’t tell him. Without him I would have ...

Skateboards

Speeding around

I love it

Falling and getting up

Scrapes and bruises mean your stronger

I love the pain of it

Skateboarding takes away the pain I feel

The mental pain then becomes the physical pain

The physical pain is better than mental pain

I love the feeling when I fall off my skateboard...

Some nights I lay silently on the grass and listen to the trees argue, the swings swaying in the wind, and the lighter clicking

The howling wind thrashed the trees causing them to bicker

“why are your branches hitting me” one tree asked

“Because I thought you where hitting me first ” said the other tree

“I’m not even trying to” said the first tree

“I’m not either” said the second tree

“Well I d...

I try and try yet I get nothing

Fail fail fail all I ever get is failing

Yet here we are in this dark box

Trying to write something to not be alone

It’s not easy in this world

Not how we are living right now

Yet nobody cares

All they want is for us to be better

But what they don’t know is they are causing the pain...