my mother makes quilts
she gives them to people she loves
she works on them for hours on end
growing them, getting to know them, every stitch
she diligently picks patterns
matches solid colors that compliment the pattern on the opposite side
chooses a theme that suits the person who will receive it
watches true crime while she works
the dogs lay at her feet while she does so
her children we...
Sat in my dining room chair, you sat in yours, I watch you down the whole thing in what seems like two, maybe three gulps. Alcohol is a task for you- something to get done; finish. You never savor it.
Wiping tears from me eyes before they can reach the apples of my cheeks, I let a quivering, small smile stretch as far as it could across my flushed face. Admittedly, it didn't stretch very far. Th...
Scurrying across the road, I am repulsed by my instinct to scurry. My legs carry me in an automatic rhythm, away from my friend who lay on his side in the street. He's dead. Fish, I mean. You know when you... you can sort of tell. You can tell. The beast came swiftly and then was gone again. It changes forms each time. Sometimes it is big and the color of after-lunch sunshine. Sometimes it is qui...
balmy skin
foreign pillow
shirt twisting around and squeezing my throat
sheets are one too many days unwashed
body, crinkles and contorts
try finding peace on my back
my side
my belly
mattress pushes against me in protest
we fight through the night
waking in a pool of thick malaise
body is made of dry, old wicker
iron teeth lock together
creaking and groaning and sighing
i arise...
I hastily sat another bite upon my tongue. My mind, confused, searched. My tongue fell into emptiness like a foot searching for a stair in darkness. My jaw ground the rocks in my maw to gravel. I swallowed.
Nothing.
I was not sure whether my tongue or brain were betraying me. Sitting, still, I try to know whether taste ever existed at all; Whether anything ever tasted like anything. I attempte...