The vibrant sky as he takes me away
From this cold and scary place
From the me I had forgotten to see
To this me that was perfect as can be
To be taken away from the fear
the sadness and painful memories
To be taken away from the dreary
To be taken away from the choices of me
But I know it not to be real this dream
For it to be impossible to see
The sky full of stars seemed dead and cold
A place...
I have always been the odd one out
The one who’s been attacked
The black sheep, the weirdo
The ostracized little hack
Until I was diagnosed
With audihd
That’s when I learned
About this big community
Yet still I find myself alone
And its just because of me
As I am a little wallflower
On forums and groups you see
But I know what I need to do
Interact and have some fun
For then I will not be alone...
Not quite a story as much as a poem but it came to me and I had to write it
In Someone Else’s Brain
I can see my face
Masking as much as can be
Being the me “you” want
A mirror of “you”
In someone else’s brain
Stopping the fidgeting
The stimming, the movement
Instead trying to be still
Trying to make eye contact
In someone else’s brain
Talking a little, struggling to listen
Althou...
Outside the house that’s cozy as can be
Sits a beautiful little Christmas tree
She blows in the wind, the cold, the bluster
But roots hold her in place through all nature can muster
With baubles and lights
Cheer and delight
From people who visit
No signs of fright
Just warmth and love
And all that be
Good will towards all
Under the Christmas tree...
