… tastes of blood and bone, always delectable. The poor thing, fifteen I think. A syringe in the arm quelled his suffering, quenched my thirst. Immunosuppressants feel so cold when trickled up a vein. They kick in and so do I, the sunshine of night holds me glee, oh holds me as I hold him. I can almost squeeze his beating heart, feel it writhe and wriggle… heartbeat meat is my main career ambition...
(DEMOS: unfinished prompts I will not be finishing)
Hey [beep], you awake?
Don’t worry, I’m up.
Even though I’m wading,
Neck deep in this rut.
I don’t know why
You keep up this lie
You know it’s false
And it ruins my life
You say you care,
Then set me aflame
With your name given
Just to cause me pain.
[beep]? Yes, Sir.
He’s present, he’s here
Kept alive by your memory
Made out of hate, I fear
Wh...
My mental health has been declining recently.
Months of pain, building up. Each smile drops in the bucket of a wisdom I build for myself. Each day which has gone by, I find myself telling me “it’s fine,” like a coping mechanism gaslighting me into believing I’m happy.
Here’s a well kept secret of mine, which should not be a secret no longer: I cannot cry.
I like to think I’m a pretty smart pers...
From the river to the sea
Damn you all, you and me
Not a word in this time of need
Friends massacred, lost at sea
Sea of blood and bones
Filled by a Zion’s greed
Evacuate at noon
Daily, never be free
From the river to the sea
Damn us all in this time of need
For sitting in heaven with all liberty
Not batting an eye to what the government calls
Democracy...
Love against all odds fails with my proof
Call me a sinna but I speak for the truth
Demented speaker just hear to contrast you
Because love is imperfect thru’n’thru
Don’t need no desires for nother kin
Don’t need no child to lose freedoms win
Don’t need no partner for hate seeds in
Don’t need no love when time gives in...
1 year anniversary 💜
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Count
Once an annum
Comes a day
Far gone
Count twice
Days long past
Return
Ways lost fast
Return
Count thrice
Write with a word
Speak and yearn
Expression
Earn
Blossoms
Count again fourth
Bloom
Record our doom
Shout to sky
Why
O
Why
Flowering gourmands
Blossom bosom
Gaudy plus-one
Shr...
Scissors make a clean cut
Striking, smooth, hard to the touch
Mishandle your clutch. Paper cut.
To rip, to take. Divide in two.
Unclean and rough, disappointed in you.
Unkempt grip, try too hard.
Shred and make a mess.
Dispose of some, lose the rest.
Not your turn, maybe for the best.
Hold and tear.
Yell out divide.
There’s no time in sin’s city
For you or for I....
They say speak when you see
More corporal, more capital
Don’t take her for granted
You’re lucky to be so free
But they don’t speak about
All the death they cause
And they celebrate their clout cuz’
Mall would look great here
Bleed the reeds and
Shun the weeds who
Actually precede the
Nation you knead
You don’t need
But you be
The enemy you
Promise to bleed
They say speak when you see
And take...
Don’t wake in the world
Where the trees all died
Don’t tell the world
How we all lied
Don’t tell of sickness
Of villages, no riches
Sleep in suburbia
Heaven’s North Korea
Don’t wake from the dream
Continue living lucid
A world we all designed
Like drinking down the acid
Don’t tell the truth
To those who love lies
Maintain
the
facade
Honesty cries...
