It's impossible to describe the sheer terror I felt as we looked into eachother's eyes. Fight or flight had kicked in and for once, I didn't want to fly away. For once, I wanted to stay and let this man in completely. But I couldn't tell if he felt the same.
I smiled and tilted my head, examining the expression on his face and trying to determine if he was as happy to have his arms around me...
Forgiveness isn't that simple
As hard as I try
To forget was to forgive
and I knew I could never forget
Some memories fade
Others stay forever
To forget was to forgive,
And I knew I could never forget
Apologies are like bandaids
On scars so deep they stay forever
To forget was to forgive,
And I knew I could never forget...
There are days where I feel like I'm thriving
And there are days where my own existence annoys me
On my worst days I have to remember;
If it's not alright, it's not the end
A brown eyed girl once told me that
And those words ring clear as day when I no longer wish to survive
If it's not alright, it's not the end
Are you okay with how the story ended?
Not just life. But small events too
If it's...
"I have to tell her" those five words were ringing through my mind. A never ending echo throughout the deepest cave you could imagine. There was no way around it. She had to know the truth. My secret identify. I glanced at her across the room, her dark brown hair framing her face as she scrolled through tik tok on her iPhone.
"Hey... Chicky, can I talk to you?" I somehow managed to get out b...
Red crayons colored the papers that held our fears
And those red crayons drew maps for so many tears
Purple skies clouded with rain
And those purple skies brought us so much pain
Purple skies and red crayons brought together two people who didn't know what to do
And now the paper was white,
And the sky had never looked so blue...
"YOU BROKE ME" she cried."You knew all my fears, my weaknesses, my dreams, and you took all of it and BROKE me"The tears streamed down her face. This man, the one standing a mere 2 feet in front of her, was the man she once thought she was going to spend the rest of her life with.
"Jane, stop" he stepped closer, sighing when she put her hands up and motioned for him to halt. She couldn't ba...
