**I loved you uncautiosly **
**I’m not sure if that’s a word but a feeling it must be ** **I loved you the way someone loves family **
**No fears ** **No regrets **
**No boundaries ** **But then the world ruined us along with our maturity ** **I see why people say young love is dangerous because that first true love hits differently **
You love like nothing could go wrong and your too dumb to actually know better and build on that
I loved you without conditions and that was our fault **We deserved care and we deserved protection but where we were we didn’t know that ** **And that’s what hurts because the girl I am now would have loved you right ** **But you don’t want her ** **And she doesn’t want you either ** **But not because she doesn’t want you now but because the old you damaged her ** **And she damaged you too but you can’t blame them ** **We were kids trying to hold on to love that was ment to be protected and that’s not fair ** **See me now would be perfect for you ** **I look at you now and we are everything we always wanted to be ** **But it’s funny how life works that way ** **No one will ever get that out of either of us again ** And we will search for our entire lives trying to find it **But the reality is you get one shot at your first love ** And nothing else will compare **But that okay because it’s the first lesson life will teach you and maybe the most important **
**Love cautiously in all relationships because that’s the only way that you can truly preserve everything **
Nothing less than a dramatic move by no one other than me could make me realize I had made myself believe in a romanticized dream. Its never too good to be true you always know and there are always signs but leave it to me to pay all of it no mind. So I lay here in the bed that I've made finally awake and I wont be so rash to say I’m ready to get up just yet but maybe just maybe I will one day.
