It all came down to this moment. After weeks of contemplating, dreadful days and lonely nights, it hit her. She was either making the best decision of her life right now, finally some time to focus on herself, get a degree, attain some self love and respect, happiness and most importantly, peace. Or she could be making the worst decision, leaving him would mean losing everything , leaving him would mean public embarrassment as to why she did so, but most importantly, leaving him would be denying her undoubted love for him, it would be like a form of dismay. But she had decided. Trembling as she spoke, tears flowing down her red cheeks from crying all day and unto the park floor , where they first met, she decided to end it where it all began, finally she spoke “ I had a dream where we had to say goodbye, I don’t really know what it means but I think It was a sign from God. Goodbye my love, you’ll forever be my first love, but it has to end. I’m sorry” and those were the last words she said to him. They had no longer existed…

She had been on TikTok for 4 hours, scrolling through her phone on her bed laying down. Lifeless I’d say, broken to be precise, vulnerable per say, she was wasted but was blinded by the toxic chemistry she thought was a happy-ever-after. Love she thought it was, still on her bed thinking he had personal issues he’s going through, tough times she could never imagine, then she saw a video of him with his significant other and immediately it hit her, the spell broke, and just like that she could see everything with fresh eyes…