I knew I’d regret it if I didn’t say it right there. I was contemplating for awhile If that was the right choice, Would I be happy? Is this the right thing to do? Am I going to be known as the girl who broke his heart into a million pieces because she “doesn’t” have an ounce of sympathy in her?

I would remember the happy moments The times we spent together laughing & talking It’s like whenever something bad would happen it would disappear from my mind and the happy memories took over It took me time I searched my doubts Was this the right decision for me?

I came to the conclusion, If I don’t do it right now, I’m going to regret it.

For a few moments, I was filled of regret after saying those words to him. I didn’t want to hurt him But it was too late. I thought about telling him I didn’t mean it

It took strength to get through I struggled, Having my thoughts scrambled But in the hard moments, I thought about the people I love How much better my relationships with them would be I thought if I ended it with him, I would get my best friend back.

I almost lost her because of him It was my fault I wanted to spend time with him But with her as well I was stressed trying to balance those times But I felt if I tried to explain, it wouldn’t make sense.

I was filled with guilt Crying because I wanted my best friend back I was way closer to losing her than I’d like to admit. I wish I could tell her I really am full of sorrow I wish it could be back to what it was before him If I told her now, How much I regret it I don’t think she would understand.

I feel like I’m the worst friend ever I try to be a good friend But I don’t think it’s working I try to put in the effort But it is enough? Am I enough?