Growing strong is ripping through every bad thing that ruined you and looking back at it and think “I did that.”

I haven’t yet grown Strong yet for my abuser still has 1/3 of his claws in my stomach and he’s dragging me to his den slowly each day but little does he know I have a knife underneath my tongue.

...

Her bed was almost as stiff as her.

She sat there staring at the hospital ceiling while her white hair fell into her lap like snow.

She blinked but never said anything.

She licked her lips but never smiled.

She showed teeth but didn’t bite.

She was quiet but her mind was a land full of amazing words that she couldn’t let escape her mouth.

She thought of her childhood how she and my grandpa use to ...

She sat in her room alone

Waiting

Waiting

For ever

But he whispers to her ”wait just a little longer”

As she gives him her body....

She sat on the floor crying to her self the girls just past the double doors behind her are laughing.She can hear them but she doesn’t say anything.all she wants to do is run....

Her Red toenails appeared from the garbage can.I knew then and there who did this....

We all hide something.

Secrets.

That’s what we call them.

Until there no longer secrets and everyone stares at you as you walk down the all.

The men catcall from across the office and your boss makes eye contact with them and that’s it.

The Women stare at you too but it’s worse because in there eyes you can tell they are thinking “What a disappointment to other women”

And in the night you cry to y...

Birth.Being born.Starting maybe it’s starting over from your old life the one you don’t remember.

Life.Living going through pain,rejection enjoying the happiest that slips away just a little bit to quick.

And Death.No more pain, only you.In a box while everyone living stares at you crying while you smile.

...

She still remembers his face and how he would caress hers and the way he kissed.She took another sip from her beer bottle. he’s gone.Its been months since he said “I won’t miss you ever.”this broke her heart into a million pieces now every time she thinks about it the tiny pieces break even more the all the beer in the world could no longer save her .The tears dripped from her eyes and into her cu...

The shadows of your words still cloud my judgment.

Your body a mystery figure I've come to know but only in the dark.

And when the fog settles in I realize how bad you were for me all over again....

It was my best friend Hunter I could tell by the voice.

“Hunter, why are you calling me this late in the night?”I rubbed my eyes

“Don’t worry about that now I’ll tell you later just come outside to my car”he said “and be sure to run”

“Why?”Hunter Hung up and I put my coat on over my pajamas which were just a white T shirt and black leggings. I put my Pink Tennis shoes back on and went outside.

Th...