They always love my inner thighs,

My great big eyes,

My skin so bright.

They love to hold my delicate hand,

See me as a brand,

An object so grand.

They love to take me away from here,

It’s not so clear,

It’s not so clear.

I feel an injection,

There won’t be confession,

So he reaches his hand

With no consideration.

Down to a no-zone,

A don’t-even-go zone,

My red light apparently too dim,

For he doe...

I can hear it daintily,

Faintly surrounding me,

The disconnect is drowning me,

For it's the root of all my troubles.

I can see me falling down,

Away from all your embrace now,

Far from your sweet face now,

I'm tumbling from this height.

I can feel your pillow lips,

Against my cheek and my heart rips,

For I cry each night and my tears drip

As I feel you slip away.

I can smell you on my skin...

Sometimes you talk to me

As if I’m just your friend.

As if you’re telling me how your life was before me,

Just to remind me that I’m not enough and I never will be.

You talk about her as if she’s still in your life,

Is she?

Is she still the World you’re revolving around?

Will I ever be loved by you as much as you loved her?

***

False promises and tainted truths.

That’s all I receive,

All I’m for...

You’re always going to feel it. It’s a never-ending gnaw at your will to live. As if you’ve lost grip on the rope of life, of all the twines of your journey that pulled you through the tragedies and the endless heartache. You feel as though your rope has snapped, as though something has chewed it thin until your left hanging from the strings of God, the ultimate puppeteer, and fighting for your li...

March 25th 1927

Dearest Love,

I sincerely hope this writing finds its way to you in your next lifetime, and if it — or even I — shan’t find you, then believe this be my final goodbye.

********

I know now what i didn’t before, that you… you blessed soul, fallen from the skies as my angel on Earth, were different — different from the others. You were gentle and kind. You radiated a sort of… deep...

On the day i noticed his twinkling eyes,

my world came crashing down.

I’d seen him cry, shake, and shiver.

His face pale as paper and his stare cold as ice.

I bit my tongue to supress my feelings

that had been bubbling deep in my gut for some time,

but it was no use.

Words came pouring out.

Words i thought i’d never say came gushing like my tears,

And i couldn’t hold back the waterfall.

Couldn’t h...

Please, let me go

In this early morning haze,

Amongst the sweet dew drops,

In this serene springtime phase.

Let me run from your grip,

And trip over my own feet,

If they represented our love,

They’d highlight my defeat....

Improbable love filled with doldrums and dungeons,

stagnations and a heart cavity,

Gleaming with rarity.

Hold me,

Wrap around me,

Smile deeply into me

Let me see the flicker in your eyes,

Let me in.

Breathing,

Heavily,

Rhythmically,

Focused.

With peace and tranquility

I leave my heart open.

Missing piece,

Two souls.

Striving past the building blocks

Through the gleam in your eyes

Into the memo...

Far throughout these lands, afar the desert sands,

I discover new beings and souls,

and realise it’s the ancient shoals.

The ancient shoals of fish that shimmer,

As I enter caves the light gets dimmer,

Luminous algae blanket the water’s rise,

And a whole new world opens up in front of my eyes....

He really is my safety rope,

He holds my hand and helps me cope,

His warming presence like a thousand hugs,

He changed my life and changed my scope.

He holds my hand and helps me cope,

His kiss as soft as I would hope,

He changed my life and changed my scope,

He simply breathes and I just smile.

His kiss as soft as I would hope,

His mind is smart and emotionally woke,

He simply breathes and I j...