I have been betrayed and battered by the thoughts of you leaving. Ever since I layed my eyes on you, I just knew you’d cause me great pain but I couldn’t help myself but feel lured in, like a young moth being captivated by the bright shine of a bug zapper. I knowlingly set myself up, edging on the future, I knew deep down that you were going to be but a burden to my peace.

I had made my decision ...