I wish I never took that chance I wish I never let you in I wanted you But you turned the other way
My heart pounds every time I see you My boyfriend Clueless Still no idea of the dark thoughts that swarm me at every hour of every day
It squeezes and compresses My skull, aching every time I see you That night was surreal I’m not sure it even happened All I know is that you took a piece of me with you that night You still haven’t given it back
It’s been over 6 months So why haven’t I moved on? My heart aches for you As my boyfriend lies curled next to me
Our love though is forbidden No one can know for we would be ridiculed I still think you flirt with me but who am I to know? I thought I did last time
I only wish that these thoughts would leave For me to be happy But you are always there lurking in the shadows I can’t get you out of my head But I was quick to leave yours
