It was cold. The leaves were falling as I was walking towards the swings where you waited for me. Sitting on them with slow and small swings forwards and back. You are wearing the scarf I gifted you on your birthday. It has these red stripes. Ohhh how I loved to see you wear it. You saw me and yelled „Com’on. Push me will ya?!“ with a big beautiful smile. Proudly showing your toothgap and the smil...
I opened the door to the living room
His saddened eyes
you died
You have longed for death for a long time
I held your hand and looked at you
You looked at me and wished to die
Not a supprise
„did he go peacefully“
„yes“
„ok“
I held my mother while she cried about you
I asked my brother if he had eaten already
did I eat that day?
probally… I cannot recall
It was late,
so I fell asleep like a...