I opened the door to the living room

His saddened eyes

you died

You have longed for death for a long time

I held your hand and looked at you

You looked at me and wished to die

Not a supprise

„did he go peacefully“

„yes“

„ok“

I held my mother while she cried about you

I asked my brother if he had eaten already

did I eat that day?

probally… I cannot recall

It was late,

so I fell asleep like always,

on the day you died