As i sit apon the cold hard toilet i feel asthough my bladder is exploding

I must relieve it

I must let the urnine go

I start urinating

It goes on and on

Time had never passed so slowly

It feels asthough this urnine goes on forever

But then i hear a toot

I am flabbergasted

This wasnt supposed to happen

I must put it back in

My instinct shouts

I start trying to fish it out of the toilet

The urnin...

I am a puzzle, though my pieces do not fit. I try to jam them into place, I try to fit in. My puzzle pieces are bent it hurts, why can’t they fit within. My puzzle pieces do not fit, gaps that lead that to pain....

My advice was sent with love, i threw it gently to you. I never knew the edges were sharp i never meant to cut you. Who’s fault would it be when i threw it but you asked. Who’s fault would it be when i didn’t know the edges where made of broken glass....

My secret job, i invoke bloodshed and fear. Every night when the sun falls, thats when my day starts. Me and that black hood are too different people. I am a loyal wife, mother and friend. That girl in the hood is cruel powerful. She may not be good or bad, that is a debate. As far as she knows its a separate category to kill the ones deserving of killing. At least thats the way she thought before...

Eli couldn't stand leaving, but having to stay would hurt worse. Chicago had been his safe place. Living in their homey little apartment with mom and his little sister jane was the best his life could be. It all was great until some random asshole decided he was "sober enough" to drive. Until he swerved into my happy little family, taking their lives and mangling my leg. The legal stuff from juat...

I wish i had never let go. My grasp on life is weak. I wish i had never let go, maybe i could grab it if i reach. I wish i had never let go, to that hopeful little girl. I wish i never failed him, but i had to let her go....