You were there but never present,
I tried to speak but you never heard.
No, nothing was ever horribly unpleasant,
But my God did you make me feel like an outcast nerd.
I came to you & you laughed in my face,
From young I learned to cry on my own.
Holding myself in a lonely embrace;
Tears a flowing, I was longing for home.
I swam with the sharks, you left me surrounded by,
I survived the mons...